my dayz with examination

Today is 28th of 10th month of the year and I have my oral examinations from 30th …
Ok I accept initial one is my sin of past semester. :(. This time I am feeling like “whose ass is on stove with high flame selected and mind is in freeze state because of coolness” like others I don’t know why I am not facing any tension kind of situation.

Just talk about yesterday, my room mate pp came to my room to ask some thing from data base, to his utter surprise I was unaware of the thing he was asking. : P. this is not the first he faced such situation, actually almost on everyday he faced such things …

Because of this I am like Bangladesh team playing with Australia. Huh ab to Australia bhi haar gayi. Kher koi nahi. But I am facing like that only, because everyday is not full up of miracles. I have to do lot to save myself from some persons sitting in north, actually from my papa and brother. So it’s like “do or die “situation for “chill pill “of our college.
I know maximum of my friends will kill me or at least beat me till I landed up on filthy bed of hospital because of my behavior with them during the time of examination, but I think they innocent creatures don’t know the reality of this “nanha munna sa bacha”.

Come on yar, I am sorry what I am doing in these days; actually I too don’t know what I am doing. :) . I am baffled because I don’t know what to do, and from where to begin my studies, actually I have to read almost everything from every book. :O .

Kher sochna kya jo bhi hoga dekha jayega.